I Love this paragraph but my favorite line is "Love him through it." We've all been there. We all have felt this before thinking "if only he would allow me to, I have the power to change the circumstance with LOVE. I can LOVE him through it!" Sometimes you have to step back and let them be. Let them make their choices. Let them go. This is where "Let go and Let God" really comes to play. It's a hard thing to do but you have to do it.
A few parts of Chapter three: My Friends call me Sadie
Is it crazy to want something so bad that you can only see what you want to in a relationship? Is that crazy to have felt it and yet still deny it?
Okay, so I’m crazy. Crazy for still loving him that is, despite where I am right now. Crazy for allowing him to make me feel like I’m the only girl in the world for him then discarding me, making me feel like the floor is where I belong. I should have questioned him that night. I should have been more in tune with where his heart was, or where his head was, especially during his reminiscing. He wanted reassurance. He wanted to confirm his decision. Why did I not pick up on that?
I remembered that first kiss in his car this morning and all those soft kisses that followed. And by remembering I mean longed for them. And by longed for them I mean would have given anything today to have them back, given anything to talk to him. I had even promised myself I wouldn’t ask him why. If he would just give me time, I knew I could love him through it.
Olivia Gracey...Mother, Fiction Romance Writer, Realtor, Singer/Songwriter for Just Gracey, Photographer, Consider myself very blessed. I love a good workout and I love to dance in my socks!
"For just a mere time I felt safe, unbroken and loved. Just a mere moment in time I felt loved once again; Loved by the man who broke me."